Hi, friends,
I am not sure we have many "followers" these days - I have really slowed down in my blogging since starting back to school. WOW has it been hectic, but I am amazed once again that I have great kids and a wonderful school to work for.
Anyway, I wanted you to know that Stewart is doing so much better. He hasn't had a headache in many days, and is so anxious to get back to work, hoping to return part time in the next week or two. The trauma of the past 6 weeks is fading, giving way to cooler temperatures and calmer nerves! I am getting a little TOO used to him being home every day...getting a little spoiled, actually. I am so pleased when I see progress, returning to his life in stages. 2 weeks ago he could hardly turn his head due to the severe headaches, and this week he vacuumed and started unloading the dishwasher. (Oh yes, dreams DO come true, ha!) Needless to say I am quite happy about this progress ;) He works hard to try to relieve me of the many small tasks he couldn't help with for awhile, and I am very appreciative.
Driving: Yes, Stewart drove for the first time this week. Don't think I wasn't a bit nervous. I asked him if he could see the people on the sidewalk and he said, "what people? What sidewalk?" Glad he still has the sense of humor.
The girls are doing super in school, and I am very proud of their hard work. I gave the dog a bath for the first time all summer. I know. Gross. We all feel better.
Thank you if you are still reading our blog...honestly, I will be glad when we shut 'er down and move on with life. Not because I don't enjoy writing, but because I am ready to see Stew return to normal.
I think we all feel that way. :)
Have a lovely weekend!
Denise
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Progressive Recovery
Hey Everyone!
I apologize that it has been so long since we have posted an update. With my mom and I starting back to school, things have been crazy around here. My Dad is making slow recovery, but getting better. His strength is starting to come back, but eyesight is still blurry. Please pray that his vision will be restored. Starting last week, his doctor added a new medicine to his routine. He started having SEVERE headaches after taking it, and after three days was off of it. He says the headaches were even worse than when he got out of surgery. He literally can do nothing but sit in his chair with a cold rag on his head and his eyes closed. It is miserable for him, and of course we feel helpless in these situations. However, he has since stopped that medication, and also cut caffeine from his diet, and he thinks those could possibly be triggers. He hasn't had one since Thursday. He tries to stay propped up with pillows behind his head during the day, because when he lays down flat in bed, he has a very hard time getting back up without a major headache. He just has to take things VERY slow, even just getting up and down after laying. He also just got his stitches out almost two weeks ago from the area that was drilled on during surgery. So he is dealing with pain from that part of the healing process, which I know is painful for him. The doctor said the headaches are normal for at least the first two months or so.
He is starting to realize that even doing a load of laundry, or riding in the car to the store (just to get out of the house, mainly) is very tiring for him. Even a sudden move of his head to the left or right can cause a headache. I think we are all learning what a long and tedious process this is, and are adjusting accordingly. He is still spending his days resting and recovering, and taking his meds. That is about all he can do. He can read a little, but not for a long period of time. Thankfully though, from the rest he has been able to get, he is slowly gaining strength. He is making progress, these severe headaches just set him back a little. My Dad says thank you so much for your prayers, and please continue to pray for his full recovery. I know so many of you are already doing that, and we really attribute a lot of his healing to the prayers that have been said for him. The love of family, friends, and our church family has been SUCH a blessing to us. We would have had a very hard time getting through this without all of the emotional, spiritual, and prayer support. Thank you. I want to post a picture of my Dad soon, now that he is looking better and getting his color back. I will work on it! :-)
Sincerely,
Tiffany
I apologize that it has been so long since we have posted an update. With my mom and I starting back to school, things have been crazy around here. My Dad is making slow recovery, but getting better. His strength is starting to come back, but eyesight is still blurry. Please pray that his vision will be restored. Starting last week, his doctor added a new medicine to his routine. He started having SEVERE headaches after taking it, and after three days was off of it. He says the headaches were even worse than when he got out of surgery. He literally can do nothing but sit in his chair with a cold rag on his head and his eyes closed. It is miserable for him, and of course we feel helpless in these situations. However, he has since stopped that medication, and also cut caffeine from his diet, and he thinks those could possibly be triggers. He hasn't had one since Thursday. He tries to stay propped up with pillows behind his head during the day, because when he lays down flat in bed, he has a very hard time getting back up without a major headache. He just has to take things VERY slow, even just getting up and down after laying. He also just got his stitches out almost two weeks ago from the area that was drilled on during surgery. So he is dealing with pain from that part of the healing process, which I know is painful for him. The doctor said the headaches are normal for at least the first two months or so.
He is starting to realize that even doing a load of laundry, or riding in the car to the store (just to get out of the house, mainly) is very tiring for him. Even a sudden move of his head to the left or right can cause a headache. I think we are all learning what a long and tedious process this is, and are adjusting accordingly. He is still spending his days resting and recovering, and taking his meds. That is about all he can do. He can read a little, but not for a long period of time. Thankfully though, from the rest he has been able to get, he is slowly gaining strength. He is making progress, these severe headaches just set him back a little. My Dad says thank you so much for your prayers, and please continue to pray for his full recovery. I know so many of you are already doing that, and we really attribute a lot of his healing to the prayers that have been said for him. The love of family, friends, and our church family has been SUCH a blessing to us. We would have had a very hard time getting through this without all of the emotional, spiritual, and prayer support. Thank you. I want to post a picture of my Dad soon, now that he is looking better and getting his color back. I will work on it! :-)
Sincerely,
Tiffany
Monday, August 24, 2009
First Follow Up Appointment
Hi Friends,
Yesterday was Dad's first follow up appointment with the surgeon. He got his stitches out of the area where they drilled. Now he just has his scar, which I might add, is healing well. His hair is actually growing some, so it covers some of it up. The scar is still a 7 inch horse shoe shape. It's definitely taking some getting used to for him, but at least it's just cosmetic.
The appointment went well. They told him the headaches, low energy, fatigue and poor/blurry eye sight were all normal after such a major surgery. He also had a CAT Scan which they said looked normal. He has to go for a follow up MRI in 3-6 months. Thank you for the continued prayers. He is still getting used to being on new medications, and learning how to live with this "new" normal. We are so thankful that he is looking and feeling great, and has gotten his color back. He still has just a little bit of his black eye left, which has taken a long time to heal.
That is all for now. Thank you again for your continuted support everyone has given my family!
-Tiffany
Yesterday was Dad's first follow up appointment with the surgeon. He got his stitches out of the area where they drilled. Now he just has his scar, which I might add, is healing well. His hair is actually growing some, so it covers some of it up. The scar is still a 7 inch horse shoe shape. It's definitely taking some getting used to for him, but at least it's just cosmetic.
The appointment went well. They told him the headaches, low energy, fatigue and poor/blurry eye sight were all normal after such a major surgery. He also had a CAT Scan which they said looked normal. He has to go for a follow up MRI in 3-6 months. Thank you for the continued prayers. He is still getting used to being on new medications, and learning how to live with this "new" normal. We are so thankful that he is looking and feeling great, and has gotten his color back. He still has just a little bit of his black eye left, which has taken a long time to heal.
That is all for now. Thank you again for your continuted support everyone has given my family!
-Tiffany
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Wonderful Wednesday
Hi Everyone,
Your favorite blogger is back!!! ;-) I know my Mom updated last night, and I am sorry we have not been better about updating daily. Like my Mom said, my Dad is doing better. Each day is getting better. He still has some stitches left and his black eye hasn't gone away, but hopefully it will soon. Last night after we ate dinner I took my Dad on a walk up and down the street. It wasn't far, but he really looks forward to the evening when it's not so hot so he can get out of the house if only for a few minutes. It wore him out, but he is pushing himself to walk every day. He really is doing great. Still has the headaches, but they are on and off. The area where they drilled during the surgery is the most painful for him. I can't even imagine what that would be like! He had a headache very early this morning, but he is taking extra strength tylenol to help regulate them. It's alot better now that he isn't taking the heavy duty pain meds...it makes him foggy and drowsy. I'm glad that tylenol is helping him. He says it's the worst in the morning because he has been laying down all night. Once he gets up and around, it seems to get better.
Like my Mom said, my Grandma left yesterday to go back home to N.M. She has been here almost a month. It was a blessing to have her here, but I know she was ready to get back home. We already miss her! Now that Jazz is back at school, and my mom and I start school on Monday, things seem to be back to normal. I am so blessed to have such a wonderful job that I really enjoy and is stress free. I can't believe I start Seminary next week! I am really excited. I have a friend that is letting me borrow two of her textbooks..so I only have buy one! I am blessed to have such great friends! :)
Anyway, thank you to everyone who has been following our blog and keeping up with my Dad. Sometimes if he feels up to it, he is able to read some of the older posts, and we also read him entries in the guestbook from the hospital. He has been very touched to see what everyone who came to visit wrote..It's really cool to see that. He hardly remembers any of the time he spent in the ICU. Like I have said before, he loves the cards that he has been recieving--it's brightens his day every day to know people are thinking and praying for him. Since he is home all day, it's really the highlight of his day to go outside and check the mail. :) (Except when he gets bills..lol)It's hard for him to be taking it easy and resting all day, it really is. He wants to be up working in the garage, and back at the church! I have the upmost confidence that that will all happen very soon.
I hope everyone reading this today has a blessed day. We love you all!!
Tiffany
Your favorite blogger is back!!! ;-) I know my Mom updated last night, and I am sorry we have not been better about updating daily. Like my Mom said, my Dad is doing better. Each day is getting better. He still has some stitches left and his black eye hasn't gone away, but hopefully it will soon. Last night after we ate dinner I took my Dad on a walk up and down the street. It wasn't far, but he really looks forward to the evening when it's not so hot so he can get out of the house if only for a few minutes. It wore him out, but he is pushing himself to walk every day. He really is doing great. Still has the headaches, but they are on and off. The area where they drilled during the surgery is the most painful for him. I can't even imagine what that would be like! He had a headache very early this morning, but he is taking extra strength tylenol to help regulate them. It's alot better now that he isn't taking the heavy duty pain meds...it makes him foggy and drowsy. I'm glad that tylenol is helping him. He says it's the worst in the morning because he has been laying down all night. Once he gets up and around, it seems to get better.
Like my Mom said, my Grandma left yesterday to go back home to N.M. She has been here almost a month. It was a blessing to have her here, but I know she was ready to get back home. We already miss her! Now that Jazz is back at school, and my mom and I start school on Monday, things seem to be back to normal. I am so blessed to have such a wonderful job that I really enjoy and is stress free. I can't believe I start Seminary next week! I am really excited. I have a friend that is letting me borrow two of her textbooks..so I only have buy one! I am blessed to have such great friends! :)
Anyway, thank you to everyone who has been following our blog and keeping up with my Dad. Sometimes if he feels up to it, he is able to read some of the older posts, and we also read him entries in the guestbook from the hospital. He has been very touched to see what everyone who came to visit wrote..It's really cool to see that. He hardly remembers any of the time he spent in the ICU. Like I have said before, he loves the cards that he has been recieving--it's brightens his day every day to know people are thinking and praying for him. Since he is home all day, it's really the highlight of his day to go outside and check the mail. :) (Except when he gets bills..lol)It's hard for him to be taking it easy and resting all day, it really is. He wants to be up working in the garage, and back at the church! I have the upmost confidence that that will all happen very soon.
I hope everyone reading this today has a blessed day. We love you all!!
Tiffany
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Slowly but Surely...
I haven't updated much this week - we are in the slow curve of recovery, and I really don't want to bore you with statements like, "Stewart walked from one room to the other today." That just isn't very exciting! ;)
However, we are slowly returning to normal life. Jasmine went back to school yesterday, Stewart's mom returned to New Mexico this morning after staying 3 and a half weeks, and I went to my own first day of teacher inservice at school. Also, Stew stayed alone today for the first time for a couple of hours, and did just great. He is up most of the day now which is tremendous progress.
By far the biggest challenge is his desire to return to work, and the headaches. The headaches are fewer and farther between, and for the most part, not as intense. He talks about returning to the things he loves doing often, and we are steadily putting the events of this past 5 weeks behind us.
I know we all need to return to normal life and I am quite anxious for a routine, school starting next Monday, and Stewart returning to his own work before long. In fact, I can't wait to be bored! I will welcome normal, normal, normal. And yet I often think of the many friends in my life that weren't able to return to "normal" after their loved one became ill or hurt. Stewart's cousin lost his life in June in a car accident, leaving behind a family. My own mother died of cancer. Life doesn't come with guarantees, and I am deeply aware of this fact.
So, for now, we appreciate deeply the gift of restoration that is ours.
Enjoy the little things!
Denise
However, we are slowly returning to normal life. Jasmine went back to school yesterday, Stewart's mom returned to New Mexico this morning after staying 3 and a half weeks, and I went to my own first day of teacher inservice at school. Also, Stew stayed alone today for the first time for a couple of hours, and did just great. He is up most of the day now which is tremendous progress.
By far the biggest challenge is his desire to return to work, and the headaches. The headaches are fewer and farther between, and for the most part, not as intense. He talks about returning to the things he loves doing often, and we are steadily putting the events of this past 5 weeks behind us.
I know we all need to return to normal life and I am quite anxious for a routine, school starting next Monday, and Stewart returning to his own work before long. In fact, I can't wait to be bored! I will welcome normal, normal, normal. And yet I often think of the many friends in my life that weren't able to return to "normal" after their loved one became ill or hurt. Stewart's cousin lost his life in June in a car accident, leaving behind a family. My own mother died of cancer. Life doesn't come with guarantees, and I am deeply aware of this fact.
So, for now, we appreciate deeply the gift of restoration that is ours.
Enjoy the little things!
Denise
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Trust and Healing
I received a wedding invitation today from a high school friend that was actually in our wedding many moons ago...it really took me back to our oh-so-80's wedding, replete with white patten leather shoes and white tuxes. John Travolta would have been proud.
This comes on the same day that Stewart is beginning to come to terms with what he has been through over the course of just 4 short weeks...it seems we have travelled as many emotional miles in 30 days as our entire 25 years of marriage.
As I was helping him with the bedtime routine tonight, he thanked me, (for about the millionth time :) for helping him through this process. That's when it hit me -that marriage, above all else, should be a place of healing our wounds. And have we had a few over the years. I often think the greatest trial and error of any relationship is learning to trust. So, whether it's the challenges of career, family, or even a realllllly big cut in your head, ;) trust opens the doorway for healing. I am honored that he can sleep peacefully knowing that I will be there in the watches of the night. This of course means I will be so tired tomorrow I may kick the dog, but it is an honor to have such a wonderful husband to take care of.
Stew got all of his hair cut off today, boot camp style, and he looks exactly like his 1st grade picture. LOVE it. He has regained almost all of his eyesight...aren't you amazed? So am I. He got upset with Jasmine over spending what he deemed too much money at Target. I danced a jig in the kitchen. At least I know we are gaining some of our old life back if those two are arguing about money??! SO normal. And, he had the mother of all headaches, a little scary, but called the Dr. and learned that, duh, your head might hurt after brain surgery. I amaze myself sometimes over what I worry about.
I went ahead and put the dog up for the night, so no worries!
Love,
Denise
This comes on the same day that Stewart is beginning to come to terms with what he has been through over the course of just 4 short weeks...it seems we have travelled as many emotional miles in 30 days as our entire 25 years of marriage.
As I was helping him with the bedtime routine tonight, he thanked me, (for about the millionth time :) for helping him through this process. That's when it hit me -that marriage, above all else, should be a place of healing our wounds. And have we had a few over the years. I often think the greatest trial and error of any relationship is learning to trust. So, whether it's the challenges of career, family, or even a realllllly big cut in your head, ;) trust opens the doorway for healing. I am honored that he can sleep peacefully knowing that I will be there in the watches of the night. This of course means I will be so tired tomorrow I may kick the dog, but it is an honor to have such a wonderful husband to take care of.
Stew got all of his hair cut off today, boot camp style, and he looks exactly like his 1st grade picture. LOVE it. He has regained almost all of his eyesight...aren't you amazed? So am I. He got upset with Jasmine over spending what he deemed too much money at Target. I danced a jig in the kitchen. At least I know we are gaining some of our old life back if those two are arguing about money??! SO normal. And, he had the mother of all headaches, a little scary, but called the Dr. and learned that, duh, your head might hurt after brain surgery. I amaze myself sometimes over what I worry about.
I went ahead and put the dog up for the night, so no worries!
Love,
Denise
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Life isn't a 30 minute segment.
Hi Friends,
We are sorry we haven't updated this week. Yesterday I was watching one of those medical shows on the discovery health channel. In thirty minutes, you see someone go from a diagnosis, usually a devastating one, and by the end of the thirty minutes it's showing them perfectly healthy again and playing outside with their family. Well, I am coming to realize that life doesn't actually work that way. It got me thinking..until I actually experienced a serious medical problem with my own family member, I never honestly understood how other people felt. It is sooo differen't actually living the day to day life and seeing my Dad go through this. Yes the surgery is over, and it was not cancer. PRAISE GOD for that. But seeing the pain, the meds, keeping everything regulated, the sleepless nights...they just don't show you that on tv! I have a differen't compassion for those who have to deal with an illness, loss, or major trauma in their family. It's just something I cannot really even explain. Especially when it happens so fast-- I think it's just starting to actually set in my own mind that my Dad just had brain surgery.
It has also been brought to my attention the significance of marriage vows. As many of you know, my parents celebrated their 25th anniversary in a hospital room in the ICU. When you commit to "love each other through sickness and health" on your wedding day, I bet alot of people don't actually think about taking care of their spouse after brain surgery. I have to give it to my mom, I really do. We have all helped as much as we can, but it's my mom that sleeps on the couch every night outside my their bedroom, getting up every few hours to help him. She is also the one who keeps track of when he needs his meds, tracking when and what he has drank during the day, driving him to the doctor's appointments, keeping my dad's spirits up, praying...all while trying to keep it together for my sister and I. I guess "real life" is a little differen't. I guess it's just reality. My mom has really shown me what true commitment is through this. I really hope that I can one day be the same time of Godly example to my own family!
So I think I should actually write a little update on the actual patient, right ? :) Due to his sodium levels yesterday, he was suffering from insatiable thirst again, which was alot like the first day or two after his surgery. It all has to do with the pituatary gland and if it's working or not. Right now, it is not really working on it's own so he is taking meds to regulate everything. He was just so thirsty, nothing could quench his thirst. He was able to start back on his meds for that last night, so by bedtime he was feeling much better. He is still having pain in his back, some pressure in his head and headaches, but I think that is part of the healing process. We are pretty much in daily contact with his doctors every day still. Tommorow will be two weeks since the surgery. He actually told my Grandma last night if he feels better today, he wants to take her to a furniture store tommorow and help him pick out things for her kitchen. He then proceeded to tell us he would be flying up to see her in N.M. sometime soon to help her finish decorating her kitchen! Honestly, we just all laughed. We really needed to hear that from him! It may not sound funny, but just to hear my Dad talking about getting out and trying to re-design her kitchen was refreshing. At least we know everything in that brain of his is still working the same! Much to his chagrin, I do NOT think he will be furniture shopping tommorow..he needs to master that "walking" thing first. He will get there though :)
Again, our family is so blessed by all of you. The thoughtful cards, encouragement, calls and visits during the hospital stay is something we can never repay. We have also been so blessed by the meals that have been brought. I know it takes so much stress off of my Mom and Grandma, and it is so nice to sit down and eat as a family in the evenings. My Dad even has been able to come to the table these past few nights and eat with us. We honestly REALLY treasure that time together. Every day when we check the mail we get so excited to give my Dad his cards to open! That's the highlight of his day!
I will end this extremely long post. Love to all of our family and friends, and many, MANY thanks for the outpouring of love. It honestly would have been so much harder without the emotional support.
Warmly,
Tiffany
We are sorry we haven't updated this week. Yesterday I was watching one of those medical shows on the discovery health channel. In thirty minutes, you see someone go from a diagnosis, usually a devastating one, and by the end of the thirty minutes it's showing them perfectly healthy again and playing outside with their family. Well, I am coming to realize that life doesn't actually work that way. It got me thinking..until I actually experienced a serious medical problem with my own family member, I never honestly understood how other people felt. It is sooo differen't actually living the day to day life and seeing my Dad go through this. Yes the surgery is over, and it was not cancer. PRAISE GOD for that. But seeing the pain, the meds, keeping everything regulated, the sleepless nights...they just don't show you that on tv! I have a differen't compassion for those who have to deal with an illness, loss, or major trauma in their family. It's just something I cannot really even explain. Especially when it happens so fast-- I think it's just starting to actually set in my own mind that my Dad just had brain surgery.
It has also been brought to my attention the significance of marriage vows. As many of you know, my parents celebrated their 25th anniversary in a hospital room in the ICU. When you commit to "love each other through sickness and health" on your wedding day, I bet alot of people don't actually think about taking care of their spouse after brain surgery. I have to give it to my mom, I really do. We have all helped as much as we can, but it's my mom that sleeps on the couch every night outside my their bedroom, getting up every few hours to help him. She is also the one who keeps track of when he needs his meds, tracking when and what he has drank during the day, driving him to the doctor's appointments, keeping my dad's spirits up, praying...all while trying to keep it together for my sister and I. I guess "real life" is a little differen't. I guess it's just reality. My mom has really shown me what true commitment is through this. I really hope that I can one day be the same time of Godly example to my own family!
So I think I should actually write a little update on the actual patient, right ? :) Due to his sodium levels yesterday, he was suffering from insatiable thirst again, which was alot like the first day or two after his surgery. It all has to do with the pituatary gland and if it's working or not. Right now, it is not really working on it's own so he is taking meds to regulate everything. He was just so thirsty, nothing could quench his thirst. He was able to start back on his meds for that last night, so by bedtime he was feeling much better. He is still having pain in his back, some pressure in his head and headaches, but I think that is part of the healing process. We are pretty much in daily contact with his doctors every day still. Tommorow will be two weeks since the surgery. He actually told my Grandma last night if he feels better today, he wants to take her to a furniture store tommorow and help him pick out things for her kitchen. He then proceeded to tell us he would be flying up to see her in N.M. sometime soon to help her finish decorating her kitchen! Honestly, we just all laughed. We really needed to hear that from him! It may not sound funny, but just to hear my Dad talking about getting out and trying to re-design her kitchen was refreshing. At least we know everything in that brain of his is still working the same! Much to his chagrin, I do NOT think he will be furniture shopping tommorow..he needs to master that "walking" thing first. He will get there though :)
Again, our family is so blessed by all of you. The thoughtful cards, encouragement, calls and visits during the hospital stay is something we can never repay. We have also been so blessed by the meals that have been brought. I know it takes so much stress off of my Mom and Grandma, and it is so nice to sit down and eat as a family in the evenings. My Dad even has been able to come to the table these past few nights and eat with us. We honestly REALLY treasure that time together. Every day when we check the mail we get so excited to give my Dad his cards to open! That's the highlight of his day!
I will end this extremely long post. Love to all of our family and friends, and many, MANY thanks for the outpouring of love. It honestly would have been so much harder without the emotional support.
Warmly,
Tiffany
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Home At Last!
Stew came home yesterday afternoon and it has been round the clock care to help him. His back and legs are still in excruciating pain from laying in a hospital bed for 12 days. Our family chiropractor is helping to get him back in order. It is slow going, but he sees a ray of improvement, even in his sight today.
I wish he was up for visitors, and I so appreciate everyone's understanding. Brain surgery is just so involved, and his pituitary gland is damaged, meaning lots of regulating trial and error in the days/weeks ahead with meds. However, I firmly believe this is going to happen, and have no doubt that we have been incredibly blessed on this journey so far. He has made such a big step forward since coming home - just walking inside his own house and realizing that the surgery is behind him has been an incredible emotional boost. AND being out of that hospital bed! Stew is not a person that sets around, ever. The last 3 days in the hospital were especially tough.
We are concerned about his sodium level - if it gets too low, he will go back to the hospital, but he is tolerating it at the present, and will have a blood test tomorrow to make sure he is ok. He is a tough guy, and isn't taking this "laying down." I can't keep him down for more than an hour or two, which is great.
We are so blessed to have his mom here for week 3 (already!) and I couldn't do this without her wonderful and constant help. My girls are doing great, trying to get their lives back on track with school starting soon and helping in every way possible. Thank you for all you continue to do to help - it has been a blessing I won't every forget.
Have a great Sunday and thank you for all of your prayers for us!
Denise
I wish he was up for visitors, and I so appreciate everyone's understanding. Brain surgery is just so involved, and his pituitary gland is damaged, meaning lots of regulating trial and error in the days/weeks ahead with meds. However, I firmly believe this is going to happen, and have no doubt that we have been incredibly blessed on this journey so far. He has made such a big step forward since coming home - just walking inside his own house and realizing that the surgery is behind him has been an incredible emotional boost. AND being out of that hospital bed! Stew is not a person that sets around, ever. The last 3 days in the hospital were especially tough.
We are concerned about his sodium level - if it gets too low, he will go back to the hospital, but he is tolerating it at the present, and will have a blood test tomorrow to make sure he is ok. He is a tough guy, and isn't taking this "laying down." I can't keep him down for more than an hour or two, which is great.
We are so blessed to have his mom here for week 3 (already!) and I couldn't do this without her wonderful and constant help. My girls are doing great, trying to get their lives back on track with school starting soon and helping in every way possible. Thank you for all you continue to do to help - it has been a blessing I won't every forget.
Have a great Sunday and thank you for all of your prayers for us!
Denise
Friday, August 7, 2009
Home Sweet Home...attempt # 2!
Hi Friends,
Just a quick update for today. We thought my Dad would be coming home, but things didn't quite work out that way. He still had a little more recovering to do today. We got up early to make sure the house was clean, and were getting things ready when we got the news that it may be one more day. We are shooting for tommorow afternoon.
Today was the first day since he has been in the hospital that my mom was the only one at the hospital. It was nice to have rest, but I know my mom needs it too. Please pray that she will able to get rest and be restored before my Dad's arrival back at home.
Blessings,
Tiffany :)
Just a quick update for today. We thought my Dad would be coming home, but things didn't quite work out that way. He still had a little more recovering to do today. We got up early to make sure the house was clean, and were getting things ready when we got the news that it may be one more day. We are shooting for tommorow afternoon.
Today was the first day since he has been in the hospital that my mom was the only one at the hospital. It was nice to have rest, but I know my mom needs it too. Please pray that she will able to get rest and be restored before my Dad's arrival back at home.
Blessings,
Tiffany :)
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Home Sweet Home <3
Good Evening Everyone!
We found out today that my Dad is coming home tommorow! God is good. We are so happy that we are going to have him back home. It has been such an adjustment not seeing him sitting in his chair in the mornings with his coffee, teaching piano lessons, and painting furniture in the evenings. I know it will be a while before he is back to his normal self, but coming home is going to be such a blessing. He hasn't even been outside since he was admitted into the hospital ten days ago. That's a long time...especially for him!
He is getting his staples out tomorrow. He is still having a significant amount of pain in his legs and back. His headaches are feeling better. Please continue to pray for his pain. We want to make sure we are doing everything we can do make sure his adjustment back home goes smoothly.
The cards, gift cards, flowers, visits, prayers, meals (and ok...desserts too! :) and support have meant more to us than we can ever express through words. Not only to my Dad, but also my Mom, sister and I. We feel so loved and are so blessed that we have not had to walk this road alone for one minute.
Blessings,
Tiffany
We found out today that my Dad is coming home tommorow! God is good. We are so happy that we are going to have him back home. It has been such an adjustment not seeing him sitting in his chair in the mornings with his coffee, teaching piano lessons, and painting furniture in the evenings. I know it will be a while before he is back to his normal self, but coming home is going to be such a blessing. He hasn't even been outside since he was admitted into the hospital ten days ago. That's a long time...especially for him!
He is getting his staples out tomorrow. He is still having a significant amount of pain in his legs and back. His headaches are feeling better. Please continue to pray for his pain. We want to make sure we are doing everything we can do make sure his adjustment back home goes smoothly.
The cards, gift cards, flowers, visits, prayers, meals (and ok...desserts too! :) and support have meant more to us than we can ever express through words. Not only to my Dad, but also my Mom, sister and I. We feel so loved and are so blessed that we have not had to walk this road alone for one minute.
Blessings,
Tiffany
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
No More ICU!
Today Stewart was moved from the Neuro ICU to a private room. It has been somewhat of an adjustment, but it is progress. It is definitely a change from having a nurse in and out of your room at all times. He is trying very hard to push himself to sit up and do very light walking like the doctors have advised.When I left the hospital this evening he was pretty much cord and tube free and able to wear regular pajamas tonight. He is excited about that!
He is having a lot of back and leg pain so please be in prayer for that. It's mostly just from being in a bed for several days, but he feels better when he is able to stand up. He walked a little more today, but is still in alot of pain. We are hoping he will get to come home soon, and that the staples from the incision will be removed.
We all know this is going to be a journey, and we are taking it a day at a time. :)
Tiffany
He is having a lot of back and leg pain so please be in prayer for that. It's mostly just from being in a bed for several days, but he feels better when he is able to stand up. He walked a little more today, but is still in alot of pain. We are hoping he will get to come home soon, and that the staples from the incision will be removed.
We all know this is going to be a journey, and we are taking it a day at a time. :)
Tiffany
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Happy 25th Anniversary, Dad and Mom!
We just wanted to tell our parents HAPPY SILVER ANNIVERSARY!!! Granted, these aren't ideal condition for such a special day, but Jasmine and I ordered my parents a smaller version of a wedding anniversary cake for the them to enjoy at the hospital. ( Thank you, Sherry, for that!) He has not been allowed to have any visitors today except for my Mom. I saw him for about 5 minutes this morning and that was all they would allow. Anyway, more to update later.
Mom and Dad, WE LOVE YOU!!! Thank you for being such wonderful parents to us!
Tiff and Jazz
Monday, August 3, 2009
Accepting a "New Normal'
Today we met with the Dr. and learned that the issues that brought us to the point of this surgery can be controlled with meds. Out of respect for his privacy I will allow Stewart to share what he wants on that topic. But, it was good news, and my mind is greatly relieved. I see Light at the end of this tunnel, and He has indeed been very good to us. In fact, He has always been very good to us.
Stew walked for the first time today - just a few steps - and commented at how exhausting it was. Headaches are a daily thing, but again, grateful for the pain meds that regulate and control them.
He was also very sober today. I can see that he wants to do much more than he is able, and that is hard to see. But wow! We have experienced a huge journey in such a short amount of time. There is no "microwave fast" recovery for brain surgery. I am grateful for those few steps, and that he will be out of ICU soon as all continues to go well.
'We give thanks to you, O God, we give thanks, for your Name is near; men tell of your wonderful deeds." Psalms 75:1
How grateful I am for the wonderful things God does every day - every hour - for Stew. The girls and I are doing well, getting plenty of rest, and trying to be as normal as possible. :)
Have a great evening,
Denise
Stew walked for the first time today - just a few steps - and commented at how exhausting it was. Headaches are a daily thing, but again, grateful for the pain meds that regulate and control them.
He was also very sober today. I can see that he wants to do much more than he is able, and that is hard to see. But wow! We have experienced a huge journey in such a short amount of time. There is no "microwave fast" recovery for brain surgery. I am grateful for those few steps, and that he will be out of ICU soon as all continues to go well.
'We give thanks to you, O God, we give thanks, for your Name is near; men tell of your wonderful deeds." Psalms 75:1
How grateful I am for the wonderful things God does every day - every hour - for Stew. The girls and I are doing well, getting plenty of rest, and trying to be as normal as possible. :)
Have a great evening,
Denise
Sunday, August 2, 2009
A Blessed Day
And finally, a calm day...
It is amazing how quickly our prayers are being answered. Stew called me early this morning to tell me that his sight in the right eye is better today. This is precisely what I was so concerned about yesterday. Also, there are some other issues with the pituitary gland that I also asked you to pray about yesterday. I was able to (finally) speak with the Dr. today about this, and he greatly put my mind at ease. (Note to self: stay away from Google...too much info. that really just scares me. I have got to develop a little more patience!)
Stew had a mammoth headache today. He didn't have as good a day as yesterday, but we were happy to know that Smokey the Bear was in his room. :) Oh, those pain meds. Today makes 6 days in ICU.
Saw the incision today for the first time. Sobering. And very, very large. Surgery is just so life-changing...but still so grateful for how much better he is going to be when he gets through this.
Thank you for all of the visits today...how sweet you all are, and how much you love my family...I am so touched. His siblings went home this morning, and we are so blessed to have such a great family who loves their brother and son so much.
Keep praying. Stewart's greatest desire is to serve God with all of his heart and strength!
Blessings,
Denise
It is amazing how quickly our prayers are being answered. Stew called me early this morning to tell me that his sight in the right eye is better today. This is precisely what I was so concerned about yesterday. Also, there are some other issues with the pituitary gland that I also asked you to pray about yesterday. I was able to (finally) speak with the Dr. today about this, and he greatly put my mind at ease. (Note to self: stay away from Google...too much info. that really just scares me. I have got to develop a little more patience!)
Stew had a mammoth headache today. He didn't have as good a day as yesterday, but we were happy to know that Smokey the Bear was in his room. :) Oh, those pain meds. Today makes 6 days in ICU.
Saw the incision today for the first time. Sobering. And very, very large. Surgery is just so life-changing...but still so grateful for how much better he is going to be when he gets through this.
Thank you for all of the visits today...how sweet you all are, and how much you love my family...I am so touched. His siblings went home this morning, and we are so blessed to have such a great family who loves their brother and son so much.
Keep praying. Stewart's greatest desire is to serve God with all of his heart and strength!
Blessings,
Denise
Saturday, August 1, 2009
And Now, We Walk...
from the pit to the mountain top, now to the trail...and we will learn to walk.
Stew had a vision test today and he has a fairly large area out of the right eye that he can't see anything yet. This was disheartening to me, as was the entire morning. After so much turmoil, shock and trying to adjust to the moment-by-moment changes of these past 2-3 weeks, I realized today that now I must learn to just walk through this recovery. There are still some things that scare me. And, some things that thrill me. I still hate hospitals, and I am still a little grumpy that we aren't leaving for our trip tomorrow. Some things don't change. :) Although I did briefly wonder if I could roll his bed to the beach and just try to go anyway...didn't get far with that thought, people would stare. Just kidding. (Can't wait till Stew reads this blog in a few days...I am in so much trouble.)
Speaking of the vacation thing, he was on a funny med this morning that made him see palm trees and kiki our dog all in the same scene. I had to laugh out loud. If he gets to take this vacation in his head, at least he has to take that dog...if you only knew how irrated he gets with her! I call that God's great sense of humor...
I am quite weary, and hope to get some rest. I kind of all hit me at the same time yesterday and today.
Please keep Stewart before the Lord in prayer. For his vision to be completely restored, and for the function of the pituitary gland to be completely restored. Pray for the swelling to go down and all to be well. I know you are praying, and I so appreciate it.
Much Love,
Denise
Stew had a vision test today and he has a fairly large area out of the right eye that he can't see anything yet. This was disheartening to me, as was the entire morning. After so much turmoil, shock and trying to adjust to the moment-by-moment changes of these past 2-3 weeks, I realized today that now I must learn to just walk through this recovery. There are still some things that scare me. And, some things that thrill me. I still hate hospitals, and I am still a little grumpy that we aren't leaving for our trip tomorrow. Some things don't change. :) Although I did briefly wonder if I could roll his bed to the beach and just try to go anyway...didn't get far with that thought, people would stare. Just kidding. (Can't wait till Stew reads this blog in a few days...I am in so much trouble.)
Speaking of the vacation thing, he was on a funny med this morning that made him see palm trees and kiki our dog all in the same scene. I had to laugh out loud. If he gets to take this vacation in his head, at least he has to take that dog...if you only knew how irrated he gets with her! I call that God's great sense of humor...
I am quite weary, and hope to get some rest. I kind of all hit me at the same time yesterday and today.
Please keep Stewart before the Lord in prayer. For his vision to be completely restored, and for the function of the pituitary gland to be completely restored. Pray for the swelling to go down and all to be well. I know you are praying, and I so appreciate it.
Much Love,
Denise
Friday, July 31, 2009
Ole' Blue Eyes
I was so surprised when I went to the hospital today - I was expecting Stew to be out of it for at least another day or two, but I walked in and saw those blue eyes opened for the first time in 2 days! Of course, he couldn't see 3 inches in front of his face, but that was fine with me! Blurred vision is part of the process of healing from brain surgery, and by the time I left earlier this evening, he commented that my earring was twisted...meaning that he had great improvement in just a few hours.
The greatest part of the day was his great sense of humor...he was his old self, teasing his siblings mercilessly, and ate enough food for a small army. I still can't believe all the junk he ate today...steak, lobster, milkshake, candy bars, (?!), pudding, on the list goes. Hey, didn't he have brain surgery yesterday?!
The great part about this surgery is that they left the actual brain hemispheres alone, operating on the base of the brain where the pituitary gland is. We won't have to deal with so much of the therapy and recovery that is involved if the brain itself is operated on. I know parts of it were moved, but not affected beyond that. I think. (I dropped out of medical school early on...can you tell? ha.) Anyway, all that to say he was spared much.
Tomorrow is some sort of physical therapy, then I'll probably have to drive all over downtown Ft. Worth collecting assorted foods that he thinks he must have since he's in the hospital. We will spoil him.
There are still SO many tubes running hither and yon...I will be glad when they are removed.
Tired! Have a great night,
Denise
The greatest part of the day was his great sense of humor...he was his old self, teasing his siblings mercilessly, and ate enough food for a small army. I still can't believe all the junk he ate today...steak, lobster, milkshake, candy bars, (?!), pudding, on the list goes. Hey, didn't he have brain surgery yesterday?!
The great part about this surgery is that they left the actual brain hemispheres alone, operating on the base of the brain where the pituitary gland is. We won't have to deal with so much of the therapy and recovery that is involved if the brain itself is operated on. I know parts of it were moved, but not affected beyond that. I think. (I dropped out of medical school early on...can you tell? ha.) Anyway, all that to say he was spared much.
Tomorrow is some sort of physical therapy, then I'll probably have to drive all over downtown Ft. Worth collecting assorted foods that he thinks he must have since he's in the hospital. We will spoil him.
There are still SO many tubes running hither and yon...I will be glad when they are removed.
Tired! Have a great night,
Denise
Thursday, July 30, 2009
A Peaceful Evening
Stew is recovering in his ICU suite, and doing so well. He has said some funny things, like his "hat hurts." He has a turban to keep the swelling down, and he does NOT like it! He has wiggled out of it a couple of times, but on it goes again. He is resting peacefully, and we are all "decompressing" after such a tumultuous, scary and very unpredictable 3 weeks. He is not a fan of our weenie dog, Kiki, so Tiffany thought it would be funny to put a stuffed one in bed with him at the hospital. What?! He isn't going to appreciate this when he wakes up. :)
There are really no words to thank you for all you have done. I haven't cooked a meal, I haven't stood alone, and I haven't turned to the right or the left without someone at my side to support my family. These are the types of things that you wonder in the back of your mind if you could really handle if it happened; one minute we were living life, the next minute, wondering how we would fight the mountain of a brain tumor. It has been a life-changing event for me personally, one that has filed down some rough edges of some things that just aren't worth worrying about in my life anymore.
Life is SO SHORT! No more nagging Stew about going too fast over speed bumps, :) :), I think I'll make him a few more meat loafs (ughhh...but perhaps for the sake of love I can endure them ocassionally!), I will clip the dog's nails before Christmas, and NEVER miss choir practice, (well, almost never). I will listen when he says to take my vitamins even though I always claim I am too busy to do stuff like that, and, above all, I will pray that I have another 28 years with this wonderful man.
Stew will be in the hospital for about a week, so more updates to come! Enjoy them with a cup of coffee and a heart of thankfulness!
Love,
Denise
There are really no words to thank you for all you have done. I haven't cooked a meal, I haven't stood alone, and I haven't turned to the right or the left without someone at my side to support my family. These are the types of things that you wonder in the back of your mind if you could really handle if it happened; one minute we were living life, the next minute, wondering how we would fight the mountain of a brain tumor. It has been a life-changing event for me personally, one that has filed down some rough edges of some things that just aren't worth worrying about in my life anymore.
Life is SO SHORT! No more nagging Stew about going too fast over speed bumps, :) :), I think I'll make him a few more meat loafs (ughhh...but perhaps for the sake of love I can endure them ocassionally!), I will clip the dog's nails before Christmas, and NEVER miss choir practice, (well, almost never). I will listen when he says to take my vitamins even though I always claim I am too busy to do stuff like that, and, above all, I will pray that I have another 28 years with this wonderful man.
Stew will be in the hospital for about a week, so more updates to come! Enjoy them with a cup of coffee and a heart of thankfulness!
Love,
Denise
When the Rain Gives Way To Sunshine
We awoke to thunderous storms, hardly making it to the hospital on time. We sat in stand-still traffic for 30 minutes, and I looked around and wondered how I could be setting in a terrible storm going to my husband's brain surgery. We finally arrived, and found him to be the calmest I have ever seen him...without meds!! We had intense family prayer and he finally went into surgery.
He was in surgery less than 2 hours, and the surgeon gave us the wonderful news that it was indeed a pituitary gland tumor, they were able to get almost all of it, they didn't see any aggressiveness in the biology of the tumor that would cause it to grow again, and that it is not cancerous! How could we ask for more?
I am so relieved I can hardly breathe right now. I am just glad his now bald head is closed up, and that he is back in his ICU suite.
Going to see him right now!
Love you,
Denise
He was in surgery less than 2 hours, and the surgeon gave us the wonderful news that it was indeed a pituitary gland tumor, they were able to get almost all of it, they didn't see any aggressiveness in the biology of the tumor that would cause it to grow again, and that it is not cancerous! How could we ask for more?
I am so relieved I can hardly breathe right now. I am just glad his now bald head is closed up, and that he is back in his ICU suite.
Going to see him right now!
Love you,
Denise
Hospital Update
Hi Friends,
Just a short update to let you know the surgery has begun. We are being updated hourly via phone call from the operating room. Everything is going well as far as we know. We are waiting patiently and in good spirits. Again, there is a room on the 5th floor for friends and church members to sit and pray in. Our family has been making visits up there to see everyone, update them and pray. Thank you for your prayers
Love,
Tiffany
Just a short update to let you know the surgery has begun. We are being updated hourly via phone call from the operating room. Everything is going well as far as we know. We are waiting patiently and in good spirits. Again, there is a room on the 5th floor for friends and church members to sit and pray in. Our family has been making visits up there to see everyone, update them and pray. Thank you for your prayers
Love,
Tiffany
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
It's Finally Here..
Tommorow morning is the surgery at 7:30am. We are on the second floor at Plaza Medical Center in dowtown Fort Worth. Stewart is still in the Neuro-ICU. ( I just know I have said that a few times now, so sorry if you already know.) They are setting up a special room for friends and church family that wants to come for support and prayer tommorow. Stewart is in good spirits tonight, and we are just so ready for this to be over. We are leaving around 5:45am in the morning to get there and be able to see and pray with him. Only family will be able to see and pray with him in the early morning, but we will be keeping everyone updated who is there. I don't think I will be able to update the blog until tommorow night, possibly Friday. Also, feel free to call North Fort Worth Baptist Church if you want additional info..they should be updated during the day tommorow. The number to the church is 817-232-8210.
We are so thankful to be able to see our church staff today, and are thankful for the comfort of the Godly men and women on the staff at NFWBC. All of our extended family and wonderful Godly friends and choir members have ministered to us so much. I just cannot express our gratitude. I just have to say, obviously our friends know us; we had enough sonic drinks to keep us hydrated all day! The Koontz family LOVES Sonic.. :) The body of Christ is a pretty amazing place to be in the center of when your going through trial and crisis....I highly recommend it. :)
Love to all,
Tiffany
We are so thankful to be able to see our church staff today, and are thankful for the comfort of the Godly men and women on the staff at NFWBC. All of our extended family and wonderful Godly friends and choir members have ministered to us so much. I just cannot express our gratitude. I just have to say, obviously our friends know us; we had enough sonic drinks to keep us hydrated all day! The Koontz family LOVES Sonic.. :) The body of Christ is a pretty amazing place to be in the center of when your going through trial and crisis....I highly recommend it. :)
Love to all,
Tiffany
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Tuesday Night
I got from the hospital about an hour ago. Dad was awake and alert tonight. I read some scripture and prayed with him. No one can stay with him overnight, so I know he misses us at night. We are hoping they will be able to keep him medicated enough to sleep well and have no stress. As of now, he has not had any pain.
As Jazz posted earlier, Dad is in the Neuro ICU. They are doing this to keep a close eye on him and make sure he rests and has very little brain stimulation. He is also having more pre-op routine tests done tommorow. Unfortunately, visitors are very limited to his actual room,(family only). Tiff, Jazz and Denise will all be there tommorow in the waiting room during the day along with extended family. We would love to see anyone that can make it there. Again, he is at Plaza Medical Center in downtown Fort Worth, and the Neuro-ICU waiting room in on the 2nd floor. As soon as you come off the elevator you will see the waiting area.
(The best way to get there is Exit Rosedale off of 35W going South, turn Right on Rosedale, go down several blocks and turn right on 8th street. You will see the hospital on your left.)
Reality is starting to set in. We can breathe on Thursday when he is out of surgery. I know many are praying for healing, and that surgery will not even be needed. Despite what method God uses to heal, we will praise Him in this storm.
I also just wanted to say thank you to my Dad's PRECIOUS choir members and other wonderful NFWBC church members who have been bringing meals, visiting us, and making sure we are okay. I cannot wait to tell my Dad in detail everyone who has prayed, lended support, and taken care of his girls.
Praise Him,
Tiffany
(The song "Praise You In This Storm by Casting Crowns has really spoken to me through this trying time. If you get the chance you should listen to it, you should. :)
Tuesday Morning
This morning my Dad was admitted to Plaza Medical Center at 6:00am. My Mom and Grandma took him and my sister and I and aunt are going later this morning. I know they were able to give him relief for his anxiety which is a HUGE blessing. Last night we were so blessed to have friends and family bring us the support we needed. At this point I really just think we are ready for this to be over. This morning my Dad is having testing done and should be in his private room by this afternoon. We are still praying for healing, and waiting on the Lord. I will update as much as I can. Thank you again for your prayers and support.
Also, please pray for my Grandfather flying in from ABQ tommorow, and other extended family friends coming on Wednesday. We are also so thankful for everyones prayers, support, our church family, and are really learning how vital the body of Christ is to us in time of need.
Love,
Tiffany
( I will try to post more hospital and room information when I find out more.)
Also, please pray for my Grandfather flying in from ABQ tommorow, and other extended family friends coming on Wednesday. We are also so thankful for everyones prayers, support, our church family, and are really learning how vital the body of Christ is to us in time of need.
Love,
Tiffany
( I will try to post more hospital and room information when I find out more.)
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Sunday Wrap Up
Today has been a little tough. We are so thankful to our family who is here, and wonderful and faithful friends who have brought us dinner last night and tonight. Stewart has to be at the hospital in the morning at 9am to begin pre-op and paperwork. He will be admitted on Tuesday morning at 6:00am.
I wanted to share a few verses with you that my Aunt, Doren Osborn, shared with us yesterday.
"Cast your anxiety on Him because He cares for you." 1 Peter 5:7
"You will keep in perfect peace him whose mind is steadfast, because he trusts in you. Trust in the Lord forever, for the Lord, the Lord, is the rock eternal. (Isaiah 26:3)
"So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand." (Isaiah 41:10)
(My Dad has quoted me this verse for years. Everytime my sister and I have had trials in our lives, our Dad quotes this to us. Please pray that the Lord will strengthen and uphold him. )
Love in Christ,
Tiffany
I wanted to share a few verses with you that my Aunt, Doren Osborn, shared with us yesterday.
"Cast your anxiety on Him because He cares for you." 1 Peter 5:7
"You will keep in perfect peace him whose mind is steadfast, because he trusts in you. Trust in the Lord forever, for the Lord, the Lord, is the rock eternal. (Isaiah 26:3)
"So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand." (Isaiah 41:10)
(My Dad has quoted me this verse for years. Everytime my sister and I have had trials in our lives, our Dad quotes this to us. Please pray that the Lord will strengthen and uphold him. )
Love in Christ,
Tiffany
Sunday Update
Good morning, friends. Stewart's mom and sister came in last night, which has brought a sense of relief to me. They have taken up the slack and just to hear them working in the kitchen or pouring a cup of coffee has brought a sense of normal to my heart. I know that they will be strong hands for me.
Stew wasn't able to lead worship today, which was the original plan, but decided to allow someone else to take that over for us early this morning. I am grateful that the Lord has provided so many people to fill in the many gaps that Stewart fills so effortlessly...I don't think a wife could appreicate a husband more. Thank you church family for marching on and doing what needs to be done.
Yesterday was also a time of intense prayer as family joined us in prayer. For the first time since Friday I can breathe. And even eat a little. And hope a lot. I want to share the many ways we have been comforted by Scripture, but will have to find time to do that.
We have our first hospital appt. in the morning to do the pre-op paper work. Tuesday he is admitted at 6:00 a.m. 2 days of testing followed by Thursday morning surgery.
More later. Have a blessed day!
Stew wasn't able to lead worship today, which was the original plan, but decided to allow someone else to take that over for us early this morning. I am grateful that the Lord has provided so many people to fill in the many gaps that Stewart fills so effortlessly...I don't think a wife could appreicate a husband more. Thank you church family for marching on and doing what needs to be done.
Yesterday was also a time of intense prayer as family joined us in prayer. For the first time since Friday I can breathe. And even eat a little. And hope a lot. I want to share the many ways we have been comforted by Scripture, but will have to find time to do that.
We have our first hospital appt. in the morning to do the pre-op paper work. Tuesday he is admitted at 6:00 a.m. 2 days of testing followed by Thursday morning surgery.
More later. Have a blessed day!
Saturday, July 25, 2009
A Word from Stewart
I have found great comfort today in Psalm 34:19. " A righteous man may have many troubles, but the Lord delivers him from them all." Please join me in praying for complete healing and restoration. Thank you for your prayers of encouragement.
Stewart
Stewart
Denise's Honest Words
Yesterday, Friday, was perhaps the saddest day of my life. We visited with the nuerosurgeon and learned that the tumor is much larger and more involved than originally thought. This isn't going to be the minimally invasive surgery that we had hoped for which is through the nose, but a craniotomy. He isn't sure he can get it all. He is hopeful that it is a pituitary gland tumor, but isn't even 100% sure of that.
Stewart isn't feeling well...he sees that his body isn't as well as it always has been, so we are facing the loss of so many things. Him working for a season, the loss of our peace of mind, the loss of health for a season, the loss of a warm, carefree summer when we were supposed to celebrate our 25th wedding anniversary in just a week. We will be in the hospital on that day more than likely. Nothing compares to just having him beside me in these days of sadness.
The cry of my heart is for healing and God's presence in this dark time. I am guarding my heart against anger, but the grief doesn't stop. I have learned so much, have been loved so much, and been given so much by my blessed husband. He has served the Lord in ways that have humbled and amazed me. He is truly my hero.
Thank you for reading and praying. I am a very private person, but perhaps this is therapy.
Blessings,
Denise
Stewart isn't feeling well...he sees that his body isn't as well as it always has been, so we are facing the loss of so many things. Him working for a season, the loss of our peace of mind, the loss of health for a season, the loss of a warm, carefree summer when we were supposed to celebrate our 25th wedding anniversary in just a week. We will be in the hospital on that day more than likely. Nothing compares to just having him beside me in these days of sadness.
The cry of my heart is for healing and God's presence in this dark time. I am guarding my heart against anger, but the grief doesn't stop. I have learned so much, have been loved so much, and been given so much by my blessed husband. He has served the Lord in ways that have humbled and amazed me. He is truly my hero.
Thank you for reading and praying. I am a very private person, but perhaps this is therapy.
Blessings,
Denise
Friday, July 24, 2009
Hospital Info
I also wanted to add that the surgery is scheduled to be at Plaza Medical Center in downtown Fort Worth.
Update #1
As many of you know, the Koontz family found out last Friday that Stewart has a brain tumor on his pituatary gland. It is 4.5 centimeters. After a few years of struggling with daily night sweats, and a recent bout with shingles (to name a few symptoms), Stewart finally was sent for an MRI last Wednesday, July 15th. ( Following his yearly physical.) The Endocronologist's office told Stewart that they would be calling the the results the following day. After not hearing from the office that day, the Koontz family hoped and prayed that "no news was good news". The following morning, Stewart, Denise and Jasmine traveled to Waco to have breakfast with a dear friend and pastor who was in town from CA. While there, Stewart recieved the phone call with the news that indeed a tumor had been located and needed to be removed urgently. Needless to say, any type of tumor is frightening, especially in the brain.
The last week has been challenging. The Koontz's are so extremely thankful for the support of their church family at North Fort Worth Baptist Church. The prayers, meals, desserts, flowers and visits just in the last week have meant more than words can express.
Probably the hardest part of this whole ordeal has been waiting for an appointment with the neurosurgeon, and finding out when the actual surgery will be. Today, July 24th, Stewart and Denise met with Dr. Cravens in downtown Fort Worth. He will be performing the surgery. Stewart will be admitted into the hospital on Tuesday, July 28th and the surgery is scheduled for Thursday, July 30th. According the the surgeon, the surgery may be moved up sooner if possible. As of now, however, this is the information we know for sure.
Please continue to pray for the Koontz family as they prepare for the surgery to remove this tumor. Please pray that it will be benign after the biopsy is complete. Pray that the Denise, Tiffany and Jasmine will have peace and strength this coming week and they prepare for this upcoming time of difficulty. GOD IS IN CONTROL! The Koontz's know that He is watching over Stewart every step of the way and has a reason for allowing this to happen.
Also, please remember Stewarts mom, Sherry Osborn, and sister, Louise Ayres and they travel to Fort Worth tommorow and later this week from New Mexico to be with the Koontz's during this time. Thank you all who have taken the time to read this and pray. May you be blessed today.
The last week has been challenging. The Koontz's are so extremely thankful for the support of their church family at North Fort Worth Baptist Church. The prayers, meals, desserts, flowers and visits just in the last week have meant more than words can express.
Probably the hardest part of this whole ordeal has been waiting for an appointment with the neurosurgeon, and finding out when the actual surgery will be. Today, July 24th, Stewart and Denise met with Dr. Cravens in downtown Fort Worth. He will be performing the surgery. Stewart will be admitted into the hospital on Tuesday, July 28th and the surgery is scheduled for Thursday, July 30th. According the the surgeon, the surgery may be moved up sooner if possible. As of now, however, this is the information we know for sure.
Please continue to pray for the Koontz family as they prepare for the surgery to remove this tumor. Please pray that it will be benign after the biopsy is complete. Pray that the Denise, Tiffany and Jasmine will have peace and strength this coming week and they prepare for this upcoming time of difficulty. GOD IS IN CONTROL! The Koontz's know that He is watching over Stewart every step of the way and has a reason for allowing this to happen.
Also, please remember Stewarts mom, Sherry Osborn, and sister, Louise Ayres and they travel to Fort Worth tommorow and later this week from New Mexico to be with the Koontz's during this time. Thank you all who have taken the time to read this and pray. May you be blessed today.
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